July 2011
20 posts
Another night..
..without sleep. Too much thinking. Too much everything. Why do I do this to myself? It feels like my brain has collapsed.
Redemption: SWAG →
Apparently, every child has swag nowadays.
According to the majority of “swag”-related photos and posts on tumblr, in order to obtain “swag”, you must:
- Own a snapback/fitted of a basketball/baseball team that you probably don’t even follow or know the players in the first place
- Constantly wear a g-shock watch, although 99% of the kids wearing them probably don’t do anything dangerous enough...
Music Coma
If you’re stuck in it long enough, you’ll realize that everyone’s saying the same thing. The artists, that is. One’s sappier than the other, or more melodic. Maybe even more aggressive than the rest. Either way, they’re on the same terms.
As a songwriter, I need to figure out what hasn’t been said yet. Another reason why I haven’t finished a lot of...
“Too many people spend money they haven’t earned, to buy things they...”
Don't even ask about me..
The things I have to hear. No, you’re no longer running through my mind. That part of me that wants me to sympathize after the way I dealt with the situation; the reason why you wanted my attention; that side of me you’ll never see again. I don’t need to play your game. I only wonder what’s going on.. only hoping you’ve snapped out of whatever delusion you’re in...
Lost Sibling
Last night was another karaoke night. One of my homies had a friend there that looked familiar. I remembered she went to the same elementary school as me, so I brought it up.
“Oh wow, I didn’t know Marvin and Heather had a younger brother,” she said.
I’d get that a lot.
Or back then, when I’d hang out with my brother and his friends didn’t know or forgot...
Destroy My Equilibrium
It’s been brought to my attention that I’ve been displaying transitions of unlikely characteristics.
People think that I’ve changed.
Just because I managed to cut weight, I’ve become superficial and very narcissistic?
— the only reason this even happened was because I was depressed last year. Instead of crying and moping all the time, I unloaded my frustrations by...
We live in an era of imitation..
I will admit, I’m far from being original.. yet I’m self-innovating. I’ve seen what my generation had to offer. Took some in, dust most off.. then you move on. I’m just bits and pieces of my passion, influences, and interests. I’m learning not to follow fads or anything viral. I just have my opinions, but I wish I had telekinesis. Also avoiding any evidence that may...
5AM
The last sound I heard before I left the house was a combination of distraught and pain. It breaks me every time. I needed to get out.
I had one of the best nights to add to many, thanks to The Empire. You guys are my best friends and brothers til the end. As cliche as it sounds, it’s the truth. Our foundation is legitimate.
And to Cat from Houston, who was one of the most awesome human...